Monday, June 30, 2008 @ 11:30 PM


things that needs to be done:

1) cut down on spending on those junkies in school
2) increase my income by hook or by crook even if it means selling my kidney (hahas. no i am not gg to sell my kidney)
3) make it down to driving centre to sign up for BBT (now i understand why kel didnt get for BBT done on her 18th)
4) Projects to be done!
5) Finance test coming up and also access test
6) ****************PRAY!
7) just got reminded, to buy a box for my fisheye baby & actionsampler.

there endless stuff that needs to be done, but i feel rather slack. too lazy to do anything. bing, you better get gg.

anyway, there are so many things gg on nowadays that i really need to come back to his grace & strength once again.

he spoke to me the other day,

"the point where your strength ends, its where my grace begins"

it really touches my heart as these few days i realised i rely too much on my own strength, wisdom to do all the things he wants me to do. its no wonder i dont feel satisfied. its pride when we dont acknowledge his grace.

cat shared with us her revelation, about building the temple of God in our lives. during that cg, i cried once again in his presence. he reminded me again of how he will always be with me. i wish i could draw or paint as like what people says, "picture speaks a thousand words". a vision from him, my life will never be the same again.

i want Him badly. so badly like as if i would not be able to take my next breath if he dont show up.

From me to you:
when i see your smile, it just speaks of perfection
i love you